Still, Quiet, things I still need to learn

So I've been thinking on how hard it is for me to sit still and be quiet. It could be nearly impossible for someone with my personality. I have already survived two pregnancies where I was forced to stay couch/bed ridden for weeks! I learned nothing of how to take those moments, relish them, and listen to your soul speak. I truly feel God, being the all-knowing executive He is, required this of me in attempt to teach me these skills. Alas, I am still so stubborn that those lessons evaded me! Today I am fasting and praying with my church community for Spiritual Renewal week. One of my goals this year is to, not only be able to sit still and be quiet, but to enjoy it. I know this is one of the ways God will be able to guide me, talk to me, and challenge me to do more. I am always up for an adventure so here I go into the void of stillness to find a quest!